I feel so alone.
I wish eighth grade would come back.
Its funny. I was always upset/sad that I had to leave my friends, but now. Seeing them always going somewhere with each other and not even telling me, just makes me feel like I was never wanted.

I feel even worse today. We got out and now everyone has something to do. Even Kyle is hanging out with Zane. Chelsie's phone is off. And Emma and Hayden are going to Mallory's to party.

I remember when I was invited to parties. Justin ask me if there was anyone that I could hang out with that goes to East, and simply the answer is no. None of them make me feel really good. None of them make me want to hang out with them.

I wish I was someone right now. Anyone. Instead of being alone. Or just to have someone to talk to.

I know I keep complaining about it. And I know I should stop. But, I guess that is the way I get to keep things in my life. That is how I get my parents to stay together, and I guessed, or hoped, it would work now.

I wish I could stop sheading salty tears for them. But, I feel like no one even cares about me anymore.

I cannot be a wall anymore. I am breaking down due to time.

It is even worse that nobody knows how often I cry. How often just to come to fact that maybe I should or could cut myself. What happens then?

No one ever thinks of me like that. I am so tired of being happy all the time.

Kyle just called me. Atleast he called. I do not even get a response from anyone else.

I wonder if anyone is going to read this.

I wonder if anyone even cares.

I am beyond sad faces.

This is how I feel. Stupid faces on the computer cannot even describe what I feel like right now.

I want to know how I got to be someone that I do not even want to be. I want to talk to Chelsie and get these damn rumors straightned out. I want to be invited to be with my friends again. Not with them all being suprised when I know something. It makes me feel like they all purposly did not want me to know about the party.

I mean, I know I am not a party person, but, I still like the feel in the loop, not the one that is miles away.

Credit if you use.
Textless icons are NOT bases.
Resources are in resourse entry.

[1] Jorja Fox.
[14] CSI
[5] The Lion King


Teasers:

( How can the love be real if they flowers are not? )

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I love The Lion King.
:D

Textless Icons are NOT bases.
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Resources are in the resource post. :D

Tease.

( Wait. The Monkeys his uncle? )

The Lion Kingg.
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More latter?
:D


( I can see whats happening. What!? And they don't have a clue. Who!? They'll fall in love, and heres the bottom line. Our trio is down to two. Oh. )

(: Whoo.
New header.
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Excited?
I am. :D

Okay.
So, I had to make icons for the Disney 100.
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Here is the first batch.
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As you can tell... I kinda have been making these for like three days. xD

( No Chance. No Way. I won't say I'm in love. )

Hi.
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Yay for icons.
I think I am addicted to them. Haha. (:
So, anyways, I should be getting my laptop soon!
I do hope!
:D

I cannot wait until I get that laptop. Gosh. I want to do my computer stuff downstairs, and not up here on my desktop. Haha.(:
Okay.. Well here are the icons.

( Burnt Marshmellows? Say What? )

Resources:

All of my graphics have been made on Photoshop Elements 5.0. (( << Hopefully, I will be getting 'photoshop' soon. ))

Screencaps:
Magical Screencaps.
Throw Elijah.
Don't Be So Base.
expose42

Celebrity Pictures.
Zefron.
High School Musical Online.
HSM Web.
Vanessa Online.
Miley Cyrus Web.
You Know You Love Me.
Gossip Girl Online.
Jenny Fansite.

Textures:
Tarla @ DA
Bombay101 @ DA ** I use a lot of these textures!
Masterjinn @ DA
xSleepingswanx @ DA
Sanami276 @ DA
Girlboheme @ DA
Elanordh @ DA
Rauvinne @ DA
Deviant-Dandelion @ DA
PrincessPeach0221 @ DA
xOnlyashesx @ DA
Jota0stranger @ DA
Yawee @ DA
Lovelamp @ DA
hex_graphics
sebina
carmineador

Brushes:
Kissncontrol @ DA
Ashenvale @ DA
Dbzmerciter2005 @ DA
xxxSaraisxx @ DA
Chokingonstatic @ DA
Keymoon @ DA
Hybrid-genesis.

Hi.
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Fourteen more icons.
One new banner. (:
Yay!
:D

5 - Zac Efron.
5 - Vanessa Hudgens.
1 - Vanessa and Lucas.
4 - Zanessa.


( But we've got so far to go... )

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Yay for HSM 2 Icons! :D


I think I am just really into Zac and Vanessa! Haha! Who would not? They are SO cute together! (:


( HSM 2 Icons. :D YAY! )